Wednesday, April 14, 2004
I can't believe how many hours I sleep these days...!
It's incredible. I used to live on 5-6 hours sleep at best.
Now I'm sleeping 7-8 hours.
Well, I guess I do this one day, sleep 3-4 hours then next day sleep 9 hours thing, but the average number of hours I sleep still seems to come out to be around 7-8 hours a day.
Wonder what is going on?
I don't feel like doing anything either!
Why am I so obsessed with amount of time I sleep?
Guilt...
I feel guilty when I sleep.
I feel like there's so much to do in the world and I don't achieve anything by sleeping away my time.
I suppose when I am awake, I don't end up doing all that I want to do anyway, but still...I keep thinking I should try to do more.
So much to do, so little time.
It's not logical, I know...
Lack of sleep makes me not want to do anything so it's better to sleep few more hours and have desire to achieve tons so I can actually get stuff done, but my mind will not listen to logic.
It's incredible. I used to live on 5-6 hours sleep at best.
Now I'm sleeping 7-8 hours.
Well, I guess I do this one day, sleep 3-4 hours then next day sleep 9 hours thing, but the average number of hours I sleep still seems to come out to be around 7-8 hours a day.
Wonder what is going on?
I don't feel like doing anything either!
Why am I so obsessed with amount of time I sleep?
Guilt...
I feel guilty when I sleep.
I feel like there's so much to do in the world and I don't achieve anything by sleeping away my time.
I suppose when I am awake, I don't end up doing all that I want to do anyway, but still...I keep thinking I should try to do more.
So much to do, so little time.
It's not logical, I know...
Lack of sleep makes me not want to do anything so it's better to sleep few more hours and have desire to achieve tons so I can actually get stuff done, but my mind will not listen to logic.