Thursday, August 16, 2007
Just finished my newst and latest novel Celine.
Will this get published??
Will this get published??
Monday, February 27, 2006
Sitting in my ENGLISH class...can't believe we're discussing about BLOG! :)
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Okay...it's already october!
My favorite month...since it contains Halloween.
The reason to not write on a blog...(it's HALLOW!)
My favorite month...since it contains Halloween.
The reason to not write on a blog...(it's HALLOW!)
Thursday, January 06, 2005
1/6/05
No entry since last July...how remiss have I been, but then this really is for me, isn't it?
I have been busy, yet was I living my own life? I am not sure. I don't think I have. The melancholy that sets in tell me I am once again living for the sake of living...Working for the sake of working.
I should be happy. I have so much.
Am I here because I desire it or because there was very little else I could do? The safe possible solution...
I wish I could say yes, I am here because I wish it. This is what my life should be. Yet I cannot say that. I don't think I was meant to be this.
No entry since last July...how remiss have I been, but then this really is for me, isn't it?
I have been busy, yet was I living my own life? I am not sure. I don't think I have. The melancholy that sets in tell me I am once again living for the sake of living...Working for the sake of working.
I should be happy. I have so much.
Am I here because I desire it or because there was very little else I could do? The safe possible solution...
I wish I could say yes, I am here because I wish it. This is what my life should be. Yet I cannot say that. I don't think I was meant to be this.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
My song of the day: The nearness of you
How is it possible for someone to write such lyrics in the world where I fear for the absence of deeper feelings of any kind?
It's not the pale moon that excites me,
That thrills and delights me,
Oh no, it's just the nearness of you...
Isn't your sweet conversation,
That brings this sensation,
Oh no, it's just the nearness of you...
When you're in my arms,
And I feel you so close to me.
All my wildest dreams came true...
I need no softlight to enchant me,
If you'll only grant me,
the right, to hold you ever so tight...
And to feel in the night,
the nearness of you.
How is it possible for someone to write such lyrics in the world where I fear for the absence of deeper feelings of any kind?
It's not the pale moon that excites me,
That thrills and delights me,
Oh no, it's just the nearness of you...
Isn't your sweet conversation,
That brings this sensation,
Oh no, it's just the nearness of you...
When you're in my arms,
And I feel you so close to me.
All my wildest dreams came true...
I need no softlight to enchant me,
If you'll only grant me,
the right, to hold you ever so tight...
And to feel in the night,
the nearness of you.
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Last day of my work...
I should be happy. I actually am. It's just very hard to realize that it really is true! I can't believe I am finally moving away from this place.
I suppose last three years have not been all bad, but all in all, things could have been much much better.
Maybe it is good that part of these problems at work has prompted me to consider my future way before I could have thought of another future.
The future seems very crazy at the moment...
I should be happy. I actually am. It's just very hard to realize that it really is true! I can't believe I am finally moving away from this place.
I suppose last three years have not been all bad, but all in all, things could have been much much better.
Maybe it is good that part of these problems at work has prompted me to consider my future way before I could have thought of another future.
The future seems very crazy at the moment...
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
I can't believe how many hours I sleep these days...!
It's incredible. I used to live on 5-6 hours sleep at best.
Now I'm sleeping 7-8 hours.
Well, I guess I do this one day, sleep 3-4 hours then next day sleep 9 hours thing, but the average number of hours I sleep still seems to come out to be around 7-8 hours a day.
Wonder what is going on?
I don't feel like doing anything either!
Why am I so obsessed with amount of time I sleep?
Guilt...
I feel guilty when I sleep.
I feel like there's so much to do in the world and I don't achieve anything by sleeping away my time.
I suppose when I am awake, I don't end up doing all that I want to do anyway, but still...I keep thinking I should try to do more.
So much to do, so little time.
It's not logical, I know...
Lack of sleep makes me not want to do anything so it's better to sleep few more hours and have desire to achieve tons so I can actually get stuff done, but my mind will not listen to logic.
It's incredible. I used to live on 5-6 hours sleep at best.
Now I'm sleeping 7-8 hours.
Well, I guess I do this one day, sleep 3-4 hours then next day sleep 9 hours thing, but the average number of hours I sleep still seems to come out to be around 7-8 hours a day.
Wonder what is going on?
I don't feel like doing anything either!
Why am I so obsessed with amount of time I sleep?
Guilt...
I feel guilty when I sleep.
I feel like there's so much to do in the world and I don't achieve anything by sleeping away my time.
I suppose when I am awake, I don't end up doing all that I want to do anyway, but still...I keep thinking I should try to do more.
So much to do, so little time.
It's not logical, I know...
Lack of sleep makes me not want to do anything so it's better to sleep few more hours and have desire to achieve tons so I can actually get stuff done, but my mind will not listen to logic.
